Wondering

Wondering


One day,
I wonder. Who am I?
Who am I?
I am someone whos Just as lost
as many people are.
I am someone who makes mistakes.
I am someone who has Issues.
As many people do,
Wondering why, why why
Why am i here?
A question... A question
i ask myself EVERY day, of
every moment.

The answer To my Question of why im here:
because I choose to live here on and
on everyday to be part of peoples Lives.

I understood this lesson;
people are just apart of your life. They are not your life.
Cherish the little things. actions, expressions, emotions- Everything.

I never learned to take care of myself...
I threw myself into the deep end of the pool-
to tried to save others even though I need the help myself.

How am i suppose to save others if i cant save....
myself.
I choose to save others than myself
for the reason I wish for them to feel...
LOVED. Something I didn't have in my life. Something I want to share.
A joy that cannot be expressed in any other way and is the

I am no angel.
Stop seeing those false illusions.
Through those bright hues of a spectrum.

I feel like a demon sometimes.
Doing the wrong thing.
A person does not have only bright colors, they have dark ones as well.


I am Human.
If you cut me I bleed, Just as normal people should.
I am human.
I cry, I laugh, I love, I hate.
I cry to show pain
I laugh to show my happiness
To love because I can.
I hate...to show that everything feels wrong.

One day...
To be free of all this torture.
That thing everyone calls a "life".
I need to make the best of the time here.
Because you only have one life to live.

To Live life to the fullest.
To Discover who i am only to my eyes and not as how others see me,
will be my greatest
moment of triumph and no one will stop me.
Don't give up. Stand and walk. Make something from nothing.
Prove your worth to yourself.